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Seeing that the bushes were growing over the stream at the
bottom of our garden, I put on my wellington boots and went out.
Wading into the stream, I began to cut back the branches and
weeds.
As I was working busily away, Peter Hedgehog came and stood on
the steps leading to the stream and watched me. He looked very
worried and said: "Why are you doing that?"
"So the stream doesn't get blocked", I said.
But when I said that, Peter looked more worried than before, and
said: "I thought so, you've got a reason. You've got a reason
for everything." And he looked so unhappy I wondered what
could be wrong with him. "Whatever is the matter Peter?"
I asked.
"I haven't got any reasons" he said, "humans have
reasons for doing things, and I haven't got any."
I stopped cutting back the overgrowth and looked at him. "Whatever
do you mean?"
"Well, he went on, "You had a reason for getting up
this morning, didn't you?"
"Well, yes," I said, "I had to help to get the
children to school, see that the fire was filled with coal, and
take Tramp for a walk. I also had to collect some seaweed from the
beach to make manure for the garden."
Peter sighed very deeply and began to walk slowly away. As he
did so, I heard him say, "He hasn't got just one reason for
getting up, he's got lots, and I haven't got any. I could just
stay in bed and it wouldn't matter. I just haven't got any
reasons."
I caught up with Peter just before he went into his home under
our house. "What is all this about reasons anyway?" I
asked.
Peter looked at me sadly. Then, as if talking to himself, he
said, "What reasons are hedgehogs here for? What reason is
there for getting up in the morning or going to bed? There's no
reason for me to be here at all." Then he walked past me
slowly and went into his house.
Having seen Peter in thoughtful moods before, I felt it was best
to leave him alone, and so got on with clearing the stream. I
didn't see Peter again all that day; and the day after that he
only came out twice, wandering about without seeming to go
anywhere. On the third day he looked decidedly thinner, so I
think he must have not been eating. Going out into the garden I
saw him looking out of the door of his home. "Do you think
there are any reasons for hedgehogs?" he asked when he saw
me.
Doing some very quick thinking, I said: "Well, hedgehogs do
help keep gardens free from harmful insects, and you have always
been an interesting friend."
He just looked at me and said: "Hmmm" and didn't speak
any more. He stood like that all day. I was quite worried about
him.
But the next morning - my goodness - he was singing. It was
something about "There will always be hedgehogs and hedgehogs
and hedgehogs and hedgehogs and hedgehogs!"
Anyway, I went out to see what was happening, and he was eating
and singing and singing and eating; and when he saw me he shouted
loudly: "What a wonderful morning. A perfect morning for
hedgehogs - perfect!"
"Seeing the change in him, I said: "Did you find the
reasons you were looking for Peter?"
"Reasons!" he said. "Who wants reasons? Ha - I've
got something better than reasons. You see, I'm a hedgehog,"
and he said this very proudly and went on singing about "Hedgehogs
and hedgehogs and hedgehogs" again.
Being very curious now, I asked, as soon as he stopped singing: "What
is it that hedgehogs have got then?"
Looking straight at me he said: "Whenever I need food I
feel hungry. When it's time to get up, I feel like going out. Then
I feel the wind and the warm sun. I feel happy, I feel strong - I
haven't got reasons - I've got feelings." And on he went
again, singing about hedgehogs and I didn't disturb him because,
after all, how much nicer to do things because you feel you want
to, instead of only reasons. |