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Lazere stood in the darkest area of the street, waiting and
reminiscing. His memory spanned an enormous spread of history,
almost a thousand years of continuous life. A mellow mood spread
through him like warmth from a fire permeating flesh. Through all
those years he had seen himself as a powerful influence in peoples
life and faith. It was a role he played with all the skill he had
cultivated in his longevity. He smiled, revealing his beautiful
teeth, smiling with the pleasure of his memories.
A movement along the street suddenly caught his attention.
Without pause his mood had changed to intense awareness, every
sense alive and thrilling, hungry, alert. Passion and craving
filled him with controlled excitement. His body stiffened and
relaxed at the same moment, like a sleek animal crouching to
spring, intent and focused. But it was a cat at a dustbin, and
Lazere smiled and made a slight rumbling sound in his throat that
caused the cat to stiffen in fear and then run hissing and
spitting.
He waited a few moments then moved away from his dark place and
walked along the street, avoiding the lights as much as possible.
Darkness had always been his ally and territory, and he thought of
electric street lighting as a curse of the times. There was no
fear in him of being seen. A thousand years of life had proved
there was little that could harm him. Darkness was an environment
he lived in, as a bird lives in the air. It was a setting in which
men and women felt the most vulnerable and fearful. It heightened
passions and terrors - all of which were more than food to him.
The gas lighting of a past century had at least a certain romance,
a certain magical uncertainty in its half-light. As Lazere walked
he recognised feelings of loss within him that the world had
become as it had. How much better when people had lived in
superstitious dread even in daylight, and night had been filled
with terror, making his relationship with people so exciting and
satisfying. Despite being no stranger to many countries and many
languages, Lazere thought of himself as a European, and felt the
birthplace of his soul was the dark times of Europe when religion
had fanned fear, and Lazeres actions could send whole
villages rushing to the church, crying and praying, their faith
completely renewed.
Pausing in his reveries and his walking, Lazere sensed a change
but could not yet see it with his eyes or hear it with his ears.
Nevertheless he trusted the subtle organs of feeling that were
reaching out into the environment, tasting, smelling, hearing and
feeling the most delicate impressions. Without any conscious
intention, but as part of his subtle sensing, he moved his head to
the left and suddenly saw the cause of his intuitions. A woman was
walking along the pavement in his direction. The road was in a
suburban neighbourhood of a small country town. The houses were
set back from the pavement, distanced from the road by the lawns
and trees. The lights in the road were not intense but matched the
sense of wealth and comfortable ease apparent in the style of the
houses and orderliness of the gardens. The woman a living part of
the ease and confidence of the neighbourhood. He could feel the
touch of anxiety she experienced from being out alone so late. But
her full, well shaped body still expressed a relaxed pleasure,
intensified by what he knew from his perceptions of her, to be the
afterglow of a loving relationship just left.
Lazeres emotions intensified. The womans inner heat
of passion and physical pleasure opened up his hunger. He wanted
this brown haired, oval faced woman. He longed for her to
experience the wonderful awful passion he could give her. She was
twenty five metres away from him now, still unaware of his
presence in the shadows of a tree filled garden. The woman had
very evident hips, and the wonderful movement of her legs flowing
from obvious sexual awareness of her pelvis emphasised the small
waist, and her healthy torso and breasts.
From a millennium of experience, from his hunger, and from
complete boldness, Lazere wept. At least sounds of vulnerable
weeping came from him. They were not loud, but loud enough to
touch the approaching womans feelings. The weeping had in it
the powerful suggestion of someone who has been hurt. Someone who,
because of their pain, is helpless and no threat. Someone who
feels desperately alone and in need of a human presence and
warmth.
The woman stopped. Her breathing changed. The quality of the
weeping moved her emotionally, but her anxiety made her cautious.
Nevertheless, her own recent pleasure and act of love made her
open and responsive. Lazere knew all this. His weeping continued.
The woman stepped forward a pace or so and called out. Who
is there?
Lazere moved slightly to become apparent to the woman, enabling
her to see him in the shadows and gain an impression of him. There
was light behind him, so the shape of the tree trunk and his own
form now slightly away from it were easy to see. To her gaze his
clothes were reassuringly clean and smart. His posture suggested
he was not drunk, but certainly hurting inside, his hand on his
lower chest as if nursing some deep aching. In fact as he lifted
his head to look at her with sad wonderful eyes, he was aching -
for her - passionately, burningly wanting her. In fact he moved
his hand toward her as if to reach and hold someone who constantly
evaded him, and so his hand dropped back hopelessly, helplessly.
There was no malice in the movement. How could there be when he
could see so well the gentleness in the woman gradually dispel any
anxiety she had felt. The rich store of love in her body began to
make her bold. Without having a name for it she felt how sweet it
would be to give love to a man who was so broken by his emotions.
Her own emotions began to rise into her chest and throat, making
her voice husky when she asked, Why do you cry?
Words, Lazere knew, often lead to unexpected responses, assuming
so many meanings in the mind of the listener. So he spoke nothing.
But moving slowly more into the light, and with tears rolling down
his pale well shaped face, he shook his head in the negative, and
put his arms around his body as if he were someone separate
holding himself compassionately. His movement did not take him
nearer to the woman, but she could see his features more clearly
now. He had dark hair and striking eyebrows, contrasting with his
pale skin. His face, with its firm muscular jaw and his strong
neck, suggested an equally beautiful angular and athletic body. He
did not at first confront her with his eyes, allowing her time to
gaze at him without interference. Then slowly, still openly
weeping with his passion and hunger for her, he lifted his eyes to
meet hers. As they met he sobbed with the intensity of his
feelings and held out a hand toward her, with a look upon him that
he would collapse if she did not hold his arm.
She moved to him and took his hand supportively. The strength
and yet gentle contact surprised her. She had unconsciously
expected limpness, and instead received an exciting response. His
head dropped upon her shoulder and an exquisite sigh and sound
came out of him rousing in her the passion a woman feels when she
has led her lover to experience a surrender of himself to the
shared wonder of mutual blending - to loss of himself in her. She
held him tentatively with her head slightly back in order to see
him. He lifted his head again and looked back at her, the
expression of ache and longing still obvious on his features. Then
he held and engulfed her in his extraordinary need and pleasure.
Lazere watched her intensely. He could almost feel her own
emotions, so apparent were they in the way she held herself, even
despite the darkness. As Lazere held her he knew he must now act
quickly. The close intimacy they felt for each other at the moment
could not last long. Gently but surely he moved his right hand to
her back and his left-hand to hold her arm. With both hands he
could feel the rapid beating of her heart in her excitement and
apprehension of the moment. This is what Lazere needed. Her heart
should push her crimson blood with all the urgency it could
muster.
Now, tightening his grasp he pulled her firmly and closely to
him. In doing so his posture and attitude shifted. His head lifted
to look her full in the face. He felt her body tighten for action,
but strangely she did not struggle or attempt to pull away. Lazere
was now too fully into his own hunger to ponder this. Regarding
her lovely face, head now pulled back slightly from him, he smiled
as he turned his head to feed from her exposed neck. It was a
leisurely movement. He knew he was strong enough to quieten her if
she screamed. So it surprised him, as his head bent to her neck,
to feel her right hand reached up to his back and with great
strength pull him hard against her. At that same moment something
awful pierced his back paralysing him utterly. Then, as she
lowered him slowly to the ground, fully alert but paralysed, he
heard her shout almost as a cry of triumph, "Contact!"
Within twenty seconds a group of people came running toward
them. Unable even to blink Lazere could only see parts of what was
happening. The people were obviously a team, dressed in official
looking overalls and gloves. He could hear the vehicles arriving
also, but could not see them. The woman, called Jan by members of
the team, knelt beside him with an overalled man who she referred
to as Dominic. She took one of Lazeres hands quite tenderly,
and positioning her head in a place he could see her she said, I
know this is a shock for you, but we mean you no harm, and have no
intention of hurting you. But we need something you have. We will
explain this when we have you in a safer situation. That is, safer
for us.
Tears were running across Lazere's face. This time they were not
tears of hungry passion but of painful sadness and of terrible
loss. Jan wiped them away with a tissue as members of the team
wrapped him in some sort of material that held him fast. His
silent tears became audible sobbing as the object that had pierced
his back was removed. He gathered, from comments made, and
questions they asked Jan, that it was an electronic device that
acted upon his spinal nervous system, paralysing all his voluntary
muscles. He wept at this indignity, at the terrible reversal of
roles, from being the one who preyed upon others to becoming the
helpless victim.
The transition from a dark road to a brightly lit room was fast.
Lazere was placed on a hospital bed in what was obviously a
special unit. He was still cocooned in the wrapping that prevented
his movement. Jan and Dominic stood nearby looking at him with an
expression of mixed triumph and sympathy. As soon as he was placed
on the bed a female nurse came and took several blood samples from
one of his hands. When that was done Jan placed a pillow under his
head and Dominic left.
Touching Lazeres head tenderly Jan said to him, God,
youre a beautiful looking man. Do you know why we have
brought you here?
Lazere didnt speak. He looked Jan fully in the face then
closed his eyes and shook his head in the negative.
Havent you ever wondered what happened to make you
live so long, to make you need peoples blood? Didnt
you ever wonder why your body is so resistant to disease, why it
is in fact so perfect?
Lazere opened his eyes again and once more looked at Jan,
meeting her gaze for long silent seconds. Of course,
he replied. But dont forget my age. Or perhaps you do
not know it. A thousand years separates my birth and education
from your world of today. When you have lived so long, the 50 or
100 years of your present theories seem as the blinking of an eye.
So I can only see you through the vision of my past experience,
wondering if you fear me, or if you plan to kill me as so many of
my fellow creatures have been killed.
Jan smiled and moved to sit where Lazere could see her. No,
we do not plan to kill you. Unlike our kind in the past, we are no
longer afraid of you. In fact we need you very much. We want some
of the things you have the long life, the disease free
body, your prolonged positive and motivated state of mind through
countless years, your fearlessness.
Lazere struggled to free himself, but could not and sank back
onto the bed. But I could have given you that if you had not
felled me to the ground. You would have that now if you would have
let me feed.
True, Jan said. But then I too would
have to feed from my fellows. I too would have to be a creature of
the night, outcast as if diseased from all those I now love. No.
What we want to do is to find a way of separating the positive
effects from the negative side of your sickness.
Lazeres face showed shock. Sickness?
Thats how we see it, Jan said
quietly. What we have learned about your kind suggests that
sometime in prehistory a virus entered the earths
atmosphere, perhaps from a comet or meteorite. Luckily the virus
gained a foothold in a host. Luckily because, although the virus
drives the host to infect others by drinking their blood, it also
carries with it enormous benefits. Fortunately, what were called
vampires, were not entirely killed out. But it has taken us ages
to find you Lazere. We want to modify the virus genetically to rid
it of its negative effects. We will then infect our children and
ourselves with it to gain your strength and longevity. Then we
will give it to you to cure you.
A terrible scream arose from the bed. Lazere convulsed in his
efforts to escape as the scream became words I
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